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Life's always seems to be a little bit....off....you know?   
07:58pm 15/06/2007
 
mood: what what hey now? yes, no , h
music: We Are Scientists - This Scene is Dead
depending on if the admissions jerks let me in or not, I'll probably be going to CSU in the fall.

my life isn't sucking, sorry about that...it just ends up not ever sucking, except for the basic lack of contact with another living soul aside from my coworkers and the mindless blobs that come into the store....maybe that's why...never mind.

Is there a "how to make basic human contact for dummies" book out there? because if there is I'ma gonna be getting it and if there isn't then the for dummies franchise is missing out on a helluva lot of income...

to pass the time recently I've been writing random messages on the chalkboards of lecture halls around the CU campus, so if you're ever up here and you're in a lecture hall and perchance to see a snippet of Jabberwocky, or a Douglas Adams quote or some other such thing you'll be as they don't say "hip to that jive"

In conclusion, I've discovered today that it is okay to down an entire 2 Litre bottle of soda pop and an entire pizza by one's self so long as they're planning on lugging around about 50 kg of computer thingies around a campus for the better part of the day. Have fun, don't die and don't catch any of that gonorrhea.		  
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sins, saints, and devils? all we are is human.   
09:29pm 17/04/2007
 
mood: blank
music: The Scene is Dead - WaS
so many people's opinions on it, both rational and irrational, emotional and stonefaced, I found out about it in calc, didn't know much, just that it happened.

so yeah, this won't be about anything on it in any direct sense, just something that struck me when I found out in it's entirety. This sort of thing that makes me seem to myself as much as anyone as a crass, uncaring and self-centered person.

I don't really care.

yeah, that's it all right, 32 people killed by one, and aside from an infinitesimal sympathetic feeling, I don't really care much. It hasn't affected me by any real means, I don't know anyone at VT, and aside from an "oh dear god that's terrible" from everyone around me, it really hasn't affected my day. can I really say that I'm mourning the loss of people that until they died I didn't know existed? oh yes I can vaguely sympathize with the families and friends of those lost, but they're too far removed for it to really have any bearing on my life, does that make me a bad person? does that make me an uncaring, lazy, self-centered, american? perhaps, but that's how it is I guess...		  
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12:27am 06/03/2007
 
mood: exhausted
music: the phshhhhh sound of my cooling fan
yay, I so want to murder someone right now! not really.

that aside, what with college and working full time I'm going to be withdrawing from one of my classes so that the others don't fall in grades...oh well I'll still be a full time student.

so a certain friend has been starting to hang out with me a bit more and vice versa depending on how you want to view the situation. I'm happy because even though it's not a romantic relationship, I've been cut off from any sort of real companionship for so bloody long that it's really nice to just even talk and hang out with someone.

getting 800 dollars a month and really having no expenditures other than occasional food and the biweekly gas thing is kind of a bad thing, all the anime that I've been wanting to buy is in my buying range now, but on the other hand I really need to save up so that I can have some buffer zones for when I move up to CSU, thus I've been limiting my splurge thingies to one $20-40 purchase every other month. happy days neh? I dunno.

so yeah on the outside my life seems to be going really well.
too bad it's not so hot on the other side of things.
and this is where I'm an ass to anyone who'd want to know the stuff that's implied in th above statement(what?!?! there's actual people like that? I won't believe it even if I see it)		  
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hey, an update   
09:45pm 04/11/2006
 
mood: meh
music: Placebo - Pure Morning
mmm so yeah...lots of things going on for anyone who might care.
*laughs so hard that I can't breath*
...yeah right

^_^

in any case, I've picked up a second job.
didn't know I had a first?
well now your up to speed.

I killed the pope

I didn't kill the pope, but it would be funny if I did.

5 people from Lakewood were in town yesterday, seeing as they all were going to different colleges I thought this was odd.
...it really wasn't

ooo, I got anoth-*and suddenly the author suffered a heart attack and died, thus ending the boring blog entry*
( I thought what I'd do is, I'd pretend to be one of those deaf mutes )		  
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12:20pm 04/06/2006
  woo i'm back

or something like that

hope everyone's doing well

not dead or anything

I swear to any god you might happen to desire to pray to that if you're dead I will kill you so hard you won't know which way is hell.

^_^		  
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07:54pm 10/04/2006
   
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stupid calculus....   
11:10pm 17/11/2005
 
mood: ambiguous
music: RATM: Guerilla Radio
yeah, so hey hey, I'm posting on this again....bleh.
I'm uberly loving this Jones soda lip balm and uberly hating the linkin park in my playlist, garbage is better.(not the actual garbage, but the band) 2 hours till they kick me out of the UMC and i'm wishing that I could just go somewhere...but this uber painful calc and CSCI that i've put off till the last second is saying quite substantially NO! oh well... it's all right...life goes on. man I never, ever thought I'd actially use this thing, bu meh, it's amazing the things you find yourself doing in the middle of the night....		  
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well, maybe I will post here   
12:43am 28/10/2005
 
mood: dead inside
music: Saiyuki - Image Album Volume 2 : 09 - Reincarnation[AD]
so I might post here a bit...just don't know right now, lotza stuff going on...might want another lace to rant about it that so many people don't know about...(700 hits a month on my site seems quite a bit don't you think?)		  
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yo   
10:21pm 15/09/2005
 
mood: chem exam... : (
music: The pillows: another morning
so I actually didn't plan on using this, just wanted to not have to post as anonymous on my friends journals, but hey whatever, two outlets for my insanity are better than one, right? well, if you don't know who I am, then I wonder how you got here, but oh well, on any note if you want to see my main blog, you'll have to got to my website, it's on there, and if you don't know what my website is, then I guess I'll just have to tell you...maybe later. so i have boughten a CD, and I amd both surprised, amazed, and verily pleased. as to the disk that I have purchased, it is FLCL OST2:King of Pirates, not that it has anything to do with pirates in the traditional sense or a modern one, in either case, if you watch the anime FLCL, aka fooly cooly in america, aka furi kuri in japan, you'd know about the pirate king adivus and i think I have just killed his name, but they never show text, all the one's that I've watched(except for the first two eps which I checked out the DVD of) have been dubbed by americans. meh about that site, it's http://ipsofacto.tk yay for free domain names! so yeah that'll get you to my main page and just hit the blog link, i don't like saying the actual url, i don't know why, it's not like you can't figure it out with less than minimal effort, have you ever listened to over an hour of a language that isn't translated and that you don't understand at all? i have had that feeling fo the last 36 hours...oh well have fun and remember, if given the choice, die for a cause, and not of old age. the cause is up to you, i don't really care, not telling you anything but to do what you believe in and not worry about the consequencesi say that while adding a slight liability statement in my blog so I don't get my ass sued...heh funny old thing, life neh?) well, as for the finality of the thing adiablo!		  
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